I have achieved my goal, finally. And am still young too.
I have my dream job; working with animals.
And am moving in like 2 weeks to be at one with nature, well as close as I can be that’s like y’know safe, practical and logical.
Am sooooo excited. I feel like I finally belong somewhere and my mind is not 1000x an hour on possible ways things will go to shit. I feel good right now. I do. For the first time in like years I think I’m happy.
Yay me v~V
Had the worst night of my life last night….emotionally I mean. Such fuckery, I just feel so dissapointed in everyone around me right now. Not going to take much more of this shit…
Everyone is so fucking selfish, I have been losing sleep over people who refuse to help themselves, just running in circles, I get that everyone has their vice but for fuck sake sort it out.
Slowly going to distance myself from these people. Once I’m gone, I hope they can get their shit together in time because my brain can’t cope with anymore.
I want to cry, been crying, so broken and ashamed.